Alive

[avevale_intelligencer]

Though (as I may have mentioned) I do not deserve to be. That most risibly pathetic of (living) figures, the Failed Suicide.

I apologise to everyone to whom I have caused distress, and especially to those who wrestled so valiantly with the darkness for my soul in the night. I'm sorry I could not contact people sooner, but in the rush to get me to hospital the tech got left behind.

More later.

Comments

[dickgloucester.livejournal.com]

Oh, Zander. *hugs you and holds you* You DO deserve to be. I'm glad to know you. You may not be able to feel right now as though you ARE worthwhile, but I hope you are able to hear it from me, and from others - all the people who like you and love you and cherish you - that you most definitely DO deserve to be.

Let me know if there's anything I can do.