No, don't be sorry. Every now and then, it's good to touch the grief. To cope with it now, you have to put it in a box, especially when I watch Hugh clambouring over his Daddy, and play fighting, and I know how much pain it causes David. And when Hugh runs up ans says "Daddy's poorly, and needs help."

But it's good to open it now and then, and stay grounded.

*hugs*