Yea, I sympathize with you. I just found out my bank account is overdrawn. Traced it down to a credit card company that double-charged me this month leaving me not only penniless, but with overdrafts and other bills going unpaid (one of them being my electric bill). LOL! So, as with you, I feel like attacking something, but realize it would only end up destroying something connected either to me or a loved one... Oh the power of capital to enchain us and drive us to desperation...

Oh well... hope you overcome it with a smile rather than a frown, and laugh at yourself amid all the chaos of our daily life on this most interesting of planets.

I did, and realized life will always present me with obstacles, and that it is still up to me how I either accept the challenges and go on... ergo. my heroic despair as well as laughter at my own foilbles and incongruencies.