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avevale_intelligencer) wrote2005-12-31 10:58 pm
avevale_intelligencer) wrote2005-12-31 10:58 pm
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Making the Best, continued
And just like that, I had it. Such is the fecundity of my rotten little mind. I'm not going to describe my plan here--little touch of Atrus paranoia creeping in--and I'm not going to use it till I've tried what sweet reason can achieve. Because if this works...to be quite honest, killing her would have been kinder.
Of course, that is an incredibly patronising and demeaning thought. She doesn't need my kindness. Which is good, because she ain't going to get it.
The day after tomorrow I go back to Releeshahn, using the second date code. I should arrive there in the early days, while Yeesha is still a newcomer. It has to be then, because I need tomorrow to do my preparations. This plan involves a lot of hopping between Ages.
Gods, I hope I'm doing the right thing. I must be. That future Releeshahn is just wrong. The D'ni deserve a better future than that.
Of course, that is an incredibly patronising and demeaning thought. She doesn't need my kindness. Which is good, because she ain't going to get it.
The day after tomorrow I go back to Releeshahn, using the second date code. I should arrive there in the early days, while Yeesha is still a newcomer. It has to be then, because I need tomorrow to do my preparations. This plan involves a lot of hopping between Ages.
Gods, I hope I'm doing the right thing. I must be. That future Releeshahn is just wrong. The D'ni deserve a better future than that.